Bland

Not too much exciting going on here...I was sick all of last week except Friday, when I went in and shadowed the OB/Gyn Nurse Practitioner. I had never seen a pregnant person as a patient before, so it was a great experience. Almost everyone we saw had something going on with them, like preterm labor or intrauterine fetal growth retardation, so that made it even more interesting. The only drawback was that since I was still a little sick and had no idea what I was doing, the experience was strictly shadowing; I didn't get to do anything on my own and didn't get to touch almost any of the patients (by the end of the day I did get to find the fundal height and fetal heartbeats on 2 women). I'm excited to see more! Other than that, boring week (sick), low-key weekend...not much to say! Ready to get back to work tomorrow. And to go back to the Primal Hour workout with D...yikes!

Hooray!

1. When I called in to work this morning to say that I was not going to be able to come in, the person I talked with informed me that the physician I am working with has taken off til Monday! The physician later called me and said that she arranged with the Nurse Practitioner for me to work with her if I am feeling better before Monday. I am sure I will at least go in on Friday, tomorrow is questionable.

2. I found out that I did pretty well on my Internal Medicine Shelf exam that I took about 3 weeks ago...actually, WAY better than I thought I did! I thought there was a good chance I failed it and would have to retake it, but I was WELL above failing. NO CLUE how that happened, but I'm thankful! I may have done well enough to Honor the block if my clinical evaluations were good enough- to honor, I had to have done at or above the mean on the Shelf. I'm not sure what the mean is this year (it fluctuates), but I'm pretty close so we'll see if it was enough! My goal has been to get Honors in my clinical evaluations in all the blocks, and I didn't really think that I might Honor a complete block, especially Medicine, so this is pretty exciting! I find out my grade in 3-5 weeks. We'll see!

Sick

So I lasted exactly 5 days in the FCM clinic before I got sick. That's pretty sad! I showed up to work on Monday feeling a little tickle in my throat, and the physician I am working with showed up feeling the exact same way. By 10am she had decided to take the afternoon and the next day off, and I was SO thankful because I was feeling much worse by that time. I was supposed to have lecture on Tuesday afternoon, but I was definately coughing and runny nose-ing all over the place and didn't want my classmates to get sick. I don't have a fever (I have been checking like every 3 hours), which is really good, but I am definately still sick. When I called in about lecture, the doctor said that if I am symptomatic I should definately NOT go into the clinic. Hmm...I'm thinking that might mean another day off tomorrow. Particularly because the physician I work with is pregnant...even though it sounds like she had exactly what I have, I do not want to be around her if she is feeling better and I am still feeling sick. Pretty sure we both caught it from the same kids that were in the clinic on Friday (4 kids in 1 exam room all hacking up their lungs and crawling all over me...yikes!). Hopefully I will catch most mild illnesses before I get onto Peds in a month so I'm immune by then! I'm NEVER sick so this is hard for me. I'm just glad there's no fever or else I would really be a baby and probably call my mom! Not really, but it would be pretty close. While I won't mind another day off, it is hard to miss even a couple of days when my rotation is only 5 weeks (or 25 work days) long...I don't want to miss out on anything! But the patients come first, and if I am putting them at risk for getting sick just by seeing me, that's not right. We'll see how I feel in the morning!

Expansion

One week done with my FCM rotation. I actually like it more than I thought I would, which truthfully isn't that surprising. I didn't think I would like it, but had a feeling I would like it more than I thought I would, so I'm not surprised that I actually do like it, but it is weird. If that makes sense! I have been seeing 12ish patients a day, which is a LOT more than I have ever seen before. I am getting pretty speedy and usually have a pretty good idea about what is going on with the patients (and my ideas are actually usually right!), so it is encouraging. I have seen a number of kids ranging from 2 days to 15 years old, and I (VERY surprisingly) LOVE them. Now, they have all been very well behaved and cooperative, no crying or clinging to mom, so that is unusual, but I am very surprised to learn that I like working with them. I especially like working with teenagers, which I already knew. All in all, it was a good week; busy, productive, and educational.

D and I went to a Primal Hour workout with a trainer earlier this week...no weights, no boxing bags, just using your own body weight and a tire (like from a car) to run around or balance on. It was SO hard! I was sore the day after, but 2 days after I literally was dying! My feet and calves hurt SO bad! It was wonderful! I definately think we are going to go back; the class is twice a week at a time when we can both go. Since it is really fun as well as really hard, I think I will actually go and enjoy it, so it is definately worth the price. I'm excited for the next one!

Lastly, I heard from C around the middle of the week. He told me that his grandpa died and so "everything is on hold and family is flying in". Now, I have no idea why he needed to tell me that; the only thing I can think of is that he wanted to let me know that I might not be hearing from him for a few days and that that was the reason so I wouldn't be upset. I think that is a good thing...? So I guess since the funeral was this weekend I should expect to hear from him this week maybe? Not sure, all I know is I would like to hang out with him again, so I hope he calls, but I'm not exactly waiting around for it. We'll see!

New

And it begins again! I am now on my Family and Community Medicine (FCM) rotation. I am working at an outpatient clinic that serves a number of underserved populations (illegal immigrants, refugees, poor, etc.). I just spent a couple hours there this afternoon to get oriented, and it was actually really fun! It is a very busy clinic, so I will need to move quick, and I'm sure I'll see a TON of patients scared about "pig flu", but I think I will enjoy it. The doctor I worked with today is very nice, and there are no residents or interns or other medical students which means lots of teaching time for me! Hopefully I can impress them!

I was able to get down to Tucson this weekend to see some friends from school who I have not been able to see for the past 10 weeks. It was really great to catch up with them; I am definately not going to let 10 weeks go by again without seeing them!

Lastly, I think my dates with C have come to an end. I didn't hear from him all last week and when I finally did it was "I think you're a sweetheart, but I don't know how compatible our lifestyles are. I want to take you out again, but I don't think going out drinking with me on the weekends is a good idea". So I'm not too sure what that exactly means; if he calls again and wants to go out, I definately would, but I think I have him pegged as a non-committal typical single 20-something. It has nothing to do with me...that is just his attitude right now, and if that's working for him then that's totally fine. I really hope we can be friends though, since I really do like hanging out with him and having someone outside of medicine to do things with!

That's all...hopefully I'll have plenty of time on FCM to do other things and blog about them!